I have not posted anything in a few days. I have been soooo incredibly busy with trying to pack and move things into the other house, working any one of my jobs, and keeping up with Jourdan or other family things going on. I was looking through my pics on my computer and i realized this is the only pic that i have of the two of us where he is actually looking!!! and yea i like it even tho he headbutted me in my lip and he's not dressed, and it is a few months old...He's lookin and that is what i love lol. well yea this is random as well, but there are some things that i want to blog about i just have to get my words together and find the time...until next time

~NuBnQn~

CoMpLeTe RaNdOmNeSs...

So I am sitting here watching "the golden girls" and I rather love the show...Ashley if you are reading this here's to us lol. I am sitting here in the bed with my laptop and my son, he is sleeping (wild might I add) and he keeps half way waking up asking for his "nana" and his cuppoo (cup) then drifting back off, i have a feeling that its gonna be a somewhat restless nite, but thats what mommy life is like.

I feel like i am kind of in a mood and feel "some type of way" but im not really sure of what it is. I feel like there is something that needs t obe said and done, but I dont know what it is.

I am completely new to this "blogging" but I think I may like it once i get the hang of it, i like seeing other people's blogs(the one's that are in english) I hope to get my friends on here and learn some new things from new and random people.

Like i said in the title this is complete randomness all due to the lack of sleeping....

Jourdan!!!

Well the other day Jourdan went pee-pee in the potty for the second time. It couls be more but I have been kind of slacking in the trining department *tisk tisk*. He is such a smart little boy, he is learning things so quickly and something new everyday. I love this lil boy so incredibly and there absolutely nothing I wouldn't do for him.

what a day 2 be alive...
*ByondBeautifl*

...this Love, this "he"

So I have loved "him" for quite some time. "He" has been a lot of my "1st". I just cant seem to get "him" out of my system, no matter how hard I try "he" is a part of me. Is this love, is this lust, is this infatuation, what is this...this thing that feels like love?..."he" stole my heart and "he" refuses to give it back..."he" came into my life like a thief in the middle of the night...and at the time it just seemed so right. What is this that i feel for "him"?...is this love, is it genuine, is it pure, is it right or is it wrong...what is this thing that seems like love?..."he" makes me feel like no other ever could no matter how hard they try, they will fail because they just do not and can not compare...is "he" the one that was born to be my destiny, is "he" the one that was made to change my life so completely...is "he" the one that is to forever be a part of me...what is this thing that feels and looks and seems like love...but whats more who or what is this "he"??

Just getting started

So I have been hearing all this talk about "blogging" and I have always been like what is all the hype about...then with all the happenings in my life I figured why not give this blogging a try? WHat a way to get some of these thoughts a feeling out of the space of my head, what a wat to express my feelings, whether it be just to myself by releasing it or for friends and the "world" to see, either way it can be an outlet. So with all that said....we'll see where this leads me....until next time
~Nubnqn~