Saturday, August 8, 2009

Where did it go wrong?


So I sit here thinking about all the good time that we had, and I miss it. I miss it so bad that it makes my heart ache. I miss it so much that I want nothing more than to have it once again. I sit here and I think back and then I look at where we are in the present, and I don't see what we had, happening again. Thinking that hurts but its a harsh reality that I have had to face or come to grips with.
I wonder where and when it all went wrong, I wonder if there was something that could have been done to keep it from happening, could we have stopped it, could we have made it right, or was this our destiny?
We used to be "it", we had it so good, then things changed, slowly they changed, and now it seems as if there is no turning back, how did we get to this point?
I kept hoping that we were just going through a rough patch and that we would get through it because our love was so strong. We could get through anything, is what i thought. I kept hoping that we would work it out, we would make it right, things would get better, we would be OK. I kept hoping. I kept believing, I kept loving, I kept trusting, I kept the faith. Now I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I don't know what to do or say to make you see, that I want and wanted to make this right, I want and wanted us to make it right, I was willing to do what ever it took. I just cant help but wonder if you feel or felt the same.
I sit here and I think, we had it all, things were great, we were happy, we had love, we had trials, we had each other....but where did it go wrong?

1 comment:

  1. This makes me want to cry! I understand how you feel though! going through the same thing right now and the feeling is one terrible feeling. Call me if you ever need to talk at all don't care about the time

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